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where is that old oxford i once knew?
a school full of laughters..
with friendships that meant so much to me.
those days when i woke up with a smiling face
looking forward to go to school.
a school that the word critism doesnt exist.
everyong was happily going to school..
having fun..
everyone was like a family..
however..
everything has changed..
the people i once knew..
the school full of real laughters..
is all gone..
sometimes i really wish i knew nothing.
ignorance is a bliss.
i dont know why..
its so hard to feel nothing when you hear things.
is this the way how we're create?
maybe all these dramas that are happening now are good.
it will make me stronger in a way..
and maybe make life not that boring..
i just hope things wldnt be too exaggerated.
to all people who hates me out there.
i may be a enjoyment or a topic to talk about..
or an object to critise at..
i'm sorry i cant be perfect..
but you aint either.
thats all i can say..
- lift myself up and I fall again
keeping myself from going insane
pain is really what I can't stand
when will all these sorrows end?
only this mirror
can reflect how I'll not be superior
like it used to be
cause broken me is what I see
12:13 AM
